I’m Not Ready!
My house is not in order, my weight has come back on, plus I’m not sure what I’m going to do with the kids besides swimming, library and bowling.
My goal was to de-clutter the house but I haven’t had time. I’m sure I could have made time but of course I didn’t. I want to do a garage sale this summer but not sure if my junk would be worthy of someone else. I just want to throw a lot of it a way but then I can’t let go when the time goes, weird connection.
After surgery my weight went down but the last 2 months I’ve gobbled down everything in sight and not good stuff either! Chips, soda and candy OH MY! I also know when I do that I’m using it has a crutch for depression. It’s my depression triggers FOOD! Oh I hate that too! I’m not even sure what I’m depressed about since my life right now is going pretty good. We have been blessed with all kinds of good things lately. Damn depression anyways! I guess I will just have to work on it now and during summer. I told Lil Man we were going to do Xbox dance and Wii Fit every day he looked at me weird but I’m serious!
How the heck am I going to keep these 2 kids active and so I don’t have to hear I’M BORED or look at my son playing his 10th video game of the day. Lil Mama she needs to be doing something every minute or else! Lil Man he could sit on that couch watching TV or playing video games and be in heaven. I’m going to take them swimming on warm days and bowling on not so warm days. The library has some activities for Lil Mama. I’m hoping Lil Man will play with the neighborhood boys playing football and basketball. We just need to be active and I’m sure that will help me too.